my beloved mom gave me this book last summer.
well,every presents were given for plenty of reasons,right?
i just read the introduction, and wow!
how amazing life can be, how opportunity can come and pass by without knowing,even after forty years.
life is unpredictable.

ah today.
today.

today?

well wappy,

i had an exam today.
it went urm...
not very good.
thank god it is just a quiz, not the real exam.


then,
today these uncivilized people were fighting, again!
first fight took place at noon, between this mama and a driver,
second fight, i don't know, sound to me it's a very serious matter,
(those men brought a very long stick and smashed into something i don't know,because the place was out of my radar. the smashing sound was frightening, seriously!)
o man, where is the peace?
why we need to fight with each other,
even amongst friends?

this is soooo selFISH!

i am not talking about anyone else but only me.
my mistake


i am repeating the same mistake, but where is the resolution to make sure the same mistake will never happen again?
i keep making other people frustrated with my attitudes.
by keeping them waiting for me.
for how long?
starting with 30minutes, follow by 2 hours, then 4 hours.
this is totally ridiculous.

if i were somebody else, would i wait for them?
would i be patient if i need to keep waiting and waiting and again waiting for i don't know, maybe for the hundred times in a year?
oh believe me, i wouldn't.

come on!
wake up!
nobody is going to wait for you to change!
it is your choice to be a better person.

why wait?